There and Back Again

I write this as I worry about my computer. I came home to see my server off, and when i restarted it I was horified to hear otherworldly screechings coming from my HD. I haven’t started debuging the problem yet, but I almost hope it is my C drive that is dying. becuase then i will only be missing my movies, which I have seen, and my apps, which i can get the ones i need again i suppose..

Work is just plain awesome lately. been having a lot of fun working on some of the codeing projects i have been assigned. At first i was overwhelmed to have like 5+ things to be workign on simultaneously, but I htink it is all coming together.

Housing is still unresolved. I did start looking at houses though… not sure if I should go that route though. knee-who, i think i’ll get back to my doings… lata!

Not sure why i said yay. but today was a pretty good day. much better than yesterday which i spent mostly sleeping. I guess I am still sick with this cold. But I feel good inside, in my spirit i guess, so that makes up for it.

I started looking at apartment listings in the paper again, which I am getting tired of doing. Tomorrow I will call some places, honest. OH that rememinds me. I want to go to that comedy thing on friday at homecoming with whats their names, i guess i better call and see if they have tickets yet… I’ll do that tomorrow too…

I am excited for homecoming, it is only 2 weeks away, and it will be great to get back in touch with some ppl again Having no other great stories to share, i am going to watch spock and cpt Kirk and then fall asleep.

Suddenly the Idea came to me to try to break my life down into four different views. To be honest i have no Idea why I am doing this, but I think it has something to do with the fact that My old journal didnt require me to think of attention grabbing headlines, and that i was thinking how i want the new series of scrubs to start, so I copped out and used an old scrubs episode title as my own. That all being said, I guess i am just saying don’t even bother trying to read anything into how or why I am dividing up my life..

Camera One, I guess this might as well be the Cold i have right now. At least it was a cold. It has grown on me as it were. It started last weekend, and then got so bad on tuesday, that i cracked down and got some dayQuil, which made my weds thurs and fridays really great days. and now that i am out of it on sat, I am realizing I sitll have it, but It is more in my throat/chest now. IT is FRUSTRATING. colds are those annoince sicknesses that make you realize how nice everything is when you don’t have it. And i Know everyone can relate to that.

Camera Two, this one will pretty much be focused on work i guess (like my usage of focus there?). Work has become increasingly great, except for when it isn’t. an example of this would be last tues when i was just dead beat, not feeling well, and the day took forever to end. but on my drugged up days i was having a blast, and truely enjoyed all 9 plus hours i spent on those days. I am encouraged by the fact that the job is enjoyable to me right now. I am glad i decided to go for it.

Camera Three: My life??? after College. I feel like I both have nothing to do, (we are talking outside of work, as in life…) and too many things to do. I think it is a problem with the manythings all trying to happpen at once. or maybe it is just the lack of being able to do the same things that i did with ppl while at messiah. I guess i either need to try to fit new ppl into those routines, or make new habits, or something.

Speaking of messiah, i have visited again this weekend, it was killer cool. as in it was pretty fun, i was able to run into several people, and I was confirmed in my suspicions that I am glad to be at the stage of life I am out now. I guess i should be getting on to

Camera Four. life, the universe, and everything else. I need to find my own apartment. but I probably need to start looking first. I plan to live my entire life as a sponge. that is one of the things that is thrilling about a new job. all the new things I am learning. I hope to be able to continue approaching life this way. the universe is interesting. not that i am going to go into anything about it right now though. but, i did just finish watching a korean film, called spring, summer, fall, winter, and spring. It was a good movie for letting you think as you watched it. sometimes a movie with practically no dialogue can be a blessing! I am not going to suggest anyone see it, but if you want to, then i say go for it, but don’t watch it expecting to get anything more out of it than what you already have. I think it just would provide you with a way to think out some of your thoughts, not give you any new ones.

OK, that made no sense and was poorly worded. I go to bed.