General DAH on 01 Oct 2005 11:08 pm
My Life in Four Cameras
Suddenly the Idea came to me to try to break my life down into four different views. To be honest i have no Idea why I am doing this, but I think it has something to do with the fact that My old journal didnt require me to think of attention grabbing headlines, and that i was thinking how i want the new series of scrubs to start, so I copped out and used an old scrubs episode title as my own. That all being said, I guess i am just saying don’t even bother trying to read anything into how or why I am dividing up my life..
Camera One, I guess this might as well be the Cold i have right now. At least it was a cold. It has grown on me as it were. It started last weekend, and then got so bad on tuesday, that i cracked down and got some dayQuil, which made my weds thurs and fridays really great days. and now that i am out of it on sat, I am realizing I sitll have it, but It is more in my throat/chest now. IT is FRUSTRATING. colds are those annoince sicknesses that make you realize how nice everything is when you don’t have it. And i Know everyone can relate to that.
Camera Two, this one will pretty much be focused on work i guess (like my usage of focus there?). Work has become increasingly great, except for when it isn’t. an example of this would be last tues when i was just dead beat, not feeling well, and the day took forever to end. but on my drugged up days i was having a blast, and truely enjoyed all 9 plus hours i spent on those days. I am encouraged by the fact that the job is enjoyable to me right now. I am glad i decided to go for it.
Camera Three: My life??? after College. I feel like I both have nothing to do, (we are talking outside of work, as in life…) and too many things to do. I think it is a problem with the manythings all trying to happpen at once. or maybe it is just the lack of being able to do the same things that i did with ppl while at messiah. I guess i either need to try to fit new ppl into those routines, or make new habits, or something.
Speaking of messiah, i have visited again this weekend, it was killer cool. as in it was pretty fun, i was able to run into several people, and I was confirmed in my suspicions that I am glad to be at the stage of life I am out now. I guess i should be getting on to
Camera Four. life, the universe, and everything else. I need to find my own apartment. but I probably need to start looking first. I plan to live my entire life as a sponge. that is one of the things that is thrilling about a new job. all the new things I am learning. I hope to be able to continue approaching life this way. the universe is interesting. not that i am going to go into anything about it right now though. but, i did just finish watching a korean film, called spring, summer, fall, winter, and spring. It was a good movie for letting you think as you watched it. sometimes a movie with practically no dialogue can be a blessing! I am not going to suggest anyone see it, but if you want to, then i say go for it, but don’t watch it expecting to get anything more out of it than what you already have. I think it just would provide you with a way to think out some of your thoughts, not give you any new ones.
OK, that made no sense and was poorly worded. I go to bed.
